Private Grudge

I lit one up while Spotify played “Tiger King” by British Sea Power, constantly pulling my thoughts back to the woodlands and ranches of New Hanover. At this moment, it seemed only my physical body remained in Soochow; my soul still wandered in the northern and central parts of New Hanover. That was the area where everything happened: from Annesburg all the way to Emerald Ranch.

*共情*不存在

伤害有时候是相对的，物理性质的，但心理和无意识的伤害是创伤和回溯性的，主体在顾虑他人情绪感受的同时也在进行的所谓的共情，而共情是虚假的幻象。

穷鬼

他纵身一跃，人群如蚂蚁般散开。

Ozma随笔两则

我需要一个宏大叙事拯救我吗，或是一点点微小的改变，真正的改变自身，还是说改变只是因为睡的不舒服而换了个姿势呢，我不得而知，希望在漫长的时间里，在看似清醒的探寻下，我可以找到一个平静的答案。

Uncut

hope you won’t read as kinds of self-analysis. i am just a sentimental supersoaker.